Actually scared out of my pants...

I really need a place to rant right now. So, here I am. Yes, of all places.

I'm really starting to dread Friday. I dont' know what's in store for me. I frankly don't, but also do, want to hear the news. I know I shouldn't be getting ahead of myself, or unnecessarily freaking myself out...but I just can't help but think what would happen if it was to be bad news.

Can you imagine how freaky that would be?

Sure, the clock's ticking for everyone. That's a reality that oughtn't be denied. However, imagine if someone told you that you just lost the expected 60+ years, and that it might be time to go.

Oh man, I'm just totally scaring myself now.
I need to stop.
:(